It's Been a Long 8 months

I've had a lot of questions for God lately, questions that have gone unanswered. The same questions that I have asked at other times in my life. I have journeyed with God long enough to know that sometimes He lets you in on what is going on and other times He doesn't. He chooses to let some things remain a mystery, why I do not know, He just does.

Maybe God is asking me some questions. Like Linda, do you trust Me? Are you going to continue to believe in My goodness and sovereignty in the midst of your troubles? Do you believe that I have a specific plan for your life? Do you believe that I am the Source of all things and I will provide what you need? Do you know that I love you, really love you? My honest answer would be "Lord, I believe, help my unbelief."

Clark lost his job 8 months ago this week and this week was his final unemployment check (although he has filed for an extension). Clark is the most honest, loyal, dependable, hardworking man I have ever met. He is the kind of employee that always goes above and beyond what is expected, remains loyal even at great personal cost, and shows up ready to work. It is very hard for me to see him week after week looking and longing for a job and coming up empty handed. He hides his discouragement and tries to put on a good face but I know that inside there is a great struggle going on. How is it that someone of his caliber and work ethic remains jobless? How many more Clarks are out there waiting, longing for someone to see their potential and give them an opportunity? I can only imagine!